Most girls got it wrong, they think that her bf has changed, actually he did not change, but he is revealing his real self, his true character, cos he could not hold on to his pretentious love and his fictitious acts for long enough, and all his bad habits and attitudes will start surfacing and showing, and soon will be followed by lies after lies.
You tried not to believe it, you find excuses to think it is not true, you tried to convince yourself that everything will be better, and you hope for the best. But then how hard you tried, you some how could not deny from the facts that you are pretending to be strong even you felt betrayed, sad and hurt. You finally come to your sense and realised that he is not as sincere as he seemed to be, and you managed to come to term with yourself and accept the truth that you were blinded by his sweet love and charms.
The worst part is when you finally had the strength and courage to leave him, he then suddenly became regretful, remorseful, trying to be truthful, and even to the extent of begging and crying for another chance. You wants to believe in him again and you are not sure anymore, but one thing for sure that you do not want to be hurt again no matter how convincing and promising he is. You can drop tears for him, but let your tears be blissful tears.
Only the weak one will give in, but the strong one will not.
Things will be much easier if we met each other earlier. I know it would. But lets just see what will happen from now onwards. Maybe things will get better? InsyaAllah.
Thank you Jijah. Semoga persahabatan kita kekal sehingga ke Jannah.. :’)
Tell me why.. (Taken with Instagram at usj 2/5F)
I haven’t slept at all in days
It’s been so long since we’ve talked
And I have been here many times
I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There’s only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don’t try and I don’t hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying
Maybe there’s nothing more to say
And in a funny way I’m calm
Because the power is not mine
I’m just gonna let it fly
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
Leka melayan En.Bulan :p (Taken with Instagram at usj 2/5F)
My “boyfie” Wafi :) (Taken with Instagram)
